Happiness

Are you happy? I am Happy!

I'm happy although I'm crying,

I'm happy though my heart is in hurt

I'm happy even though my body is dying.

I'm happy even if around me the world is falling...

I'm happy no matter what is happening, no matter what happens!

True?

I'm happy above all circumstances,

I'm happy after all.

I'm even happier to know.

I'm happy to feel.

I'm happy because I'm alive!

I'm happy because of love, and because of life!

Because I'm in love. (In love with life maybe, in love with you, perhaps!)

I'm happy because of me,

I'm happy because of you.

I'm happy even if my hurts are not apart from me.

I'm happy ever... although I'm not from this world, I just don't belong...

(I'm the only one, to stick to the bone... not on the throne...

dancing alone... smiling a ton... staying at home...)

I am only here now.

This is the time I have! The present of life, the life of the present.

Lying on my bed, drifting on my thoughts...

Dreaming, (Delighting)

Whispering,

Wishing,

Desiring,

Thinking,

Living...

Breathing...

(But...)

I'm extremely happy!

Happy to know...

To be part of something bigger.

To see, yes! I'm happy to see...

To finally see. (Understand)

Doesn't matter who I am,

Doesn't matter where I am,

(I'm not worried about time... I don't care if I am late...

I'm just here and that's fate... with a pinch of faith)

Doesn't matter where I came from... (doesn't matter if I'm dead or alone)

I'm just happy, that's what matters the most.

(that's what counts, that's what will rest... that's what will last)

Even though I was apart... away... far away... separated... not existing... nothing

I'm still happy.

Do I deserve this? Do I really deserve this?

Do I have the right to be happy?

Should I cry and deny this feeling?

Should I simply quit? (or give up...)

Decline this gift of happiness?

Shall I go my way and pretend it never happened?

No! No! Absolutely not!

I'm happy because the dragon was defeated...

The dragon of intolerance,

The dragon of unkindness,

The dragon of misunderstandings...

This relief brings me peace... The beast ceased to exist!

The silence of the moment reminds me of you and that fulfills my heart,

My mind and my soul with happiness.

I'm complete!

Gracious happiness, Divine.

No one can ever measure, nor describes in words the feeling,

The gratitude, the satisfaction... (the achievement).

It would be only words spread on the Autumn winds through the ways,

Here and there, now and then....

But this is something more... a miracle,

An unexpected touch of God's glory and hand...

Happiness as a melody of a beautiful song,

Repeated undefined times through the wings of the time as something eternal,

Infinite and contained in just one sight.

A glimpse when the universe stopped its orbit and the moment freezes

That sensation so strongly that nothing else matters on that very instant...

Just happiness. Happening just happening.

I'm happy because of you.

Because I met you.

Because you exist. Because you are.

I'm happy because I found you... because you were here, waiting.... waiting for me, why not?

Waiting for something more...

Waiting for love.

Dreaming...

Dreaming of a better world.

Dreaming of a better life...

Looking through the window and imagining... how would it be if everything was different...

Expecting a new felling.

Waiting for something new.

Starving and striving for happiness, seeking for happiness with all your strength.

I'm happy because you are here.

You are here, with me.

Inside of me, in my mind.

Now I can see the world through your eyes.

I can see your dreams.

See your sadness, see your hurts.

See what you're missing... so deeply... understand you... cry with you... be with you... dream of you, dream with you... wish with you... wishing to be with you... stay with you.

I can finally feel your happiness!

I feel your happiness...

Above all things, the past and the future, what was and what will be...

What happened and what never will...

I know now you are happy, even though you'd cried, you saw how weak you are... how small you are... how innocent and young... you are... still there are tears in your eyes, I can feel you're happy.

Just because you know. You know that there is more... life is much more than this momentary prison we're living in.

You know you deserve it. You deserve more. You know you deserve to be happy.

You deserve happiness just because there is more! You feel it, you dream of it, you bet on it.

You fight for it, everyday (at the mirror). You simply know it.

Crasyness, isnt it?

How many sunsets have you seen... on your life...?

And there is always a new day, after night... after all.

Could we believe tomorrow?

Would it be? How long?

Could it be now? Yes, maybe not.

Could it be here? Why not?

I'm happy even after all, just because of you. Ever, ever, I will ever remember you.

Because of what I saw in your eyes, deep inside of you, your mind, your soul and your spirit, there at the very bottom of your heart, I saw your search, your truly pursuit of happiness, really fighting for more, more than just this mere existence we're passing through... more than just a road where there is no signs nor directions to follow or ways to go...

Just because you think ahead... ahead of your sight... ahead of your thoughts, ahead of your time.

I'm dancing because I'm happy, not just because of the song, the music that's playing.

Because of the joy... rejoicing every moment... waiting that it could endure forever... and for always.

Happy happiness happily happy.

I wish you find enough strength to go on and carry on unto a happier life no matter what...

Happily ever after, even after all, even beyond the end.